This time of year, we are surrounded by big plans. Plans to exercise, diet, pay off debt, clean, do more, be more… And honestly, it’s exhausting. The mindset of taking on a whole new year at once, when I’m struggling to not worry about how I will accomplish all that’s due just next week.
The longer I live this life, the more convinced I am that its beauty and depth lie in the simple things. Though we make big plans, all we have is this moment. This breath. This day.
When I pry my mind off tomorrow (or this week or this year) and back to today, I find myself taking care to speak with less rush to my children, to appreciate a warm house on a cold day, to converse with an elderly gentleman while we wait for our carry-out lunches, and to savor a simple meal shared with family.
Though I have much about myself I’d like to fix with a New Years’ Resolution, I know that my own efforts will not make it past March. So for now I’m sticking with a simple plan instead.
Last year, at our pastor’s prompting, I asked God to give me a single word that was His goal for me in 2017. He did, as well as a single word to pray for my husband and sons individually. They each knew what I was praying for, and we could all see God doing great work in answering those prayers throughout the year.
This year, I asked God to give me a simple Bible verse to pray- one for myself, one for my hubby and each son. And my plan is this- simply pray and obey, each “today” that I’m given. And trust that God will be faithful to answer and develop in each of us what He most wants for us in 2018.